God Is Still Writting MY STORY
I was born profundly gifted with Artist Talent, but only late in life it started really to be unlocked and blooming, mainly because I didn't learn in school how to draw realistic or I didn't have some incentive for this. The fact that I grew up in a dysfunctional family didn't help in the artistic way also, because as a sensitive girl I was felling all the problems around me very deeply, what blocked my expression. I lost the beautiful self expression I had in Kindegarden and till 7 years old when my dad was still alive. After that I stated to become a very shy and quite girl.
You can ask me as I know that I was born profundly gifted with artistic talent? And I will answer you that my amazing memory and sharp mind is part of my talents, an IQ above average has help me a lot and even makes me social different. It isn't easy to be a gift person, we need to be resilent with strength in the Lord to be happy, I depend in Him alone who provides everything I need.
Ok, I can remember many reminiscences of my first years of my life, like the first time I took a flower an Hybiscus I was about 5 uears about and became amazed with the beautiness of the flowers for the first time. Specially in my KinderGarden year, when I was 6 years old, my dad was still alive and I had an amazing teacher who never gave us ready draws to paint but I always could draw freely from imagination with the sense of composition all child should have. She taught us so many beautiful child songs, which I was happy to come back home and sing for my mom and dad, interpreting all lyrics. I can even remember their faces in awe looking at me and saying: - how she is so cute! 😊
As a gifted person I was always very sensitive, emotional and intuitive, capturing the environment around me, if it is good I am happy but if it is bad, I can be sad. Till nowadays I need to be in a constant care about this, do not permiting negative this affect me.
I was seven when my father passed away, the little princess I was become without her king. Teenagerhood came and then I started to realized how bad this world can be. My Childhood Artistry was gone, substituted by a feeling of lost. The gifted of my Artist Talent I was born with started to be blocked.
From 15 years old till 23 I was participating in a Catholic Youth Group, as I was raised Catholic as my mom was a fervent one. I always loved to singer and play my guitar in the mess, helping to prepare new people to receive the Confirmation Sacrament and receiving the Holy Eucarisric Bread. After College great part of my beautiful a d pure faith was gone also.
My talent really started to be unlocked just when I was already 30 years old and I knew about the work of Dra. Betty Edwards and her book: "Drawing in The Right Side of the Brain" and her research about the Hemispheres of the Brain Functions and her all life experience as a Art Teacher in Venice, CA High School and UCLA in Los Angeles. According to Dr. Edwards everybody should be able to draw with the right methodology, not just who was born with some talent. I agree with her as I have seen people who thought they would never draw, getting to do that.
I need to enfase here that, in spite of I was not dedicated direct to Visual Art, as a teacher graduated in Physical Education from my 25 till 35 I was on my best physical shape, because I was teaching Gym classes, dancing in shows for children, then my Physical Coordenation was and it is amazing. This helps me to keep my hemispheres of the Brain connected with each other and my body.
In 2000, when I was already a teacher, I got my Master Degree in Education, using her book for my dissertation and it was when I did my first Creativity WorkShop to apply my researchings.
I have enhanced so much in my carrier in 2025, as a Professional Christian Artist and as a free lance singer. Yes, I arrived in a point to be bold and courage enough to assume my faith in Jesus Christ and His gospel in public, speaking up for Him, following the example of the Christian Ativist murdered in September/2025, Charlie Kirk and Christian Artist Vanessa Horabuena. In spite of all rejection, jealousy and the feeling that I don't belong to this world. I am realizing that I am profoundly gifted and this bother some people a lot to the point that some turn the back and reject me. The Christ light bothers the Evil darkness!
My Artist Talent is reaching its apice in 2026 with me becoming a professional Visual Artist and opening my own gallery online and with physical address, to exhibit my Christian art workings with Oil on Canvas. What helped me a lot in this way, besides the Lord's blessings upon me, was the physical and eyes exercises; to draw and specific ones to strengthen the eyes, which helps not just heal the eyes but to connect the brain hemispheres, enhancing skills. I need to do a disclaime here, saying I am not a a doctor physician, I am just a teacher with pos graduation.
The great trials I have faced the last year of 2025, one the biggest in my life time, made me to strengthen my faith a lot, specially when I needed to face a Evil man with a gun in front of me, while I was having an anxiety attack. I could be dead or sick now, but I am still here, better than ever, then I ask the Lord: - please, use my ransom life as you want for your glory!
My relationship with the paintings, the brushes and the canvas are helping me to work out my emotions and express my ultimate love for Jesus Christ and His Kingdom.
Following my researching about the Brain Functions and the Brain Gym of Dr. Paul Dennilson, since 2024 I am researching and practicing Holistic Optometry from Dr. William Bates (1921) and Holystic Optometrist Dr. Marc Grossman, an Optometrist to wirh 50 years experience, to overcome some early Macular Degeration and because I know to work out the eyes help to connect the Brain Hemispheres and enhance skills.
Since 2024 I am not using glasses anymore. In in last eyes exame in 2026 my myopia in my dominante left eye is zero and in the right eye in only 0.75! Wow! It looks like my brain is more connected now also, as I understand that the eyes are the hands of the brain to capture the images. Because these many articles in my blog are about the brain and eyes.
I am a singer also but it is just as a hobby because I love so much to sing, I have sung all my life, since KinderGarden. How I know the music helps to connect the Brain Hemispheres also I sing with this purpose. I have a Contralto voice, that makes me reach highs and lows musical notes, what give me more versatility with the voice the Lord gave me to worship Him and it works for me as therapy also helping me to be healed.
We are healed to help others. We are blessed to be a blessing. We are saved to serve, not to seat around waiting for heaven.
In 2026 I am opening my own Christan Art Gallery, in Mentone, Alabama. As well a online website for bussiness, www.ruthferraz.com, fulfilling a call and a need of a place for me to exhibit my Christian Art Work, as galleries in general do not accept religious subjects. It will be possible even quote the Gospel when I fell inspired or in my workshops, what I was being prohibited in some places also. I will be teaching classes on my Creative Workshop. In my professional website I will ne commercializing my art work. I intended next spring/2026 to realize my first Christian Exhibition in my Art Gallery in Mentone, AL. I will start a permanent exhibition also.
As a true artist and a researcher I have vision, I am a visionary and I see that this world and mankind are being destroyed. You don't need to be a prophet to see what is going on in the world, we need just have common sense to contextualize the Holy Scriptures and what is going on in the world. The actual situation hurts me a lot but I am learning to live with what is going on, since the covid pandemic, when I figure out the plan with CV19 "vaccines" , without time enough to prepare a true and safe one. Many people still dieing even children because the Adverse Reactions of the jabs or still sick without the possibility to work. In spite of all bad things that I know is going on behind the scenes to destroy Lord's amazing creation, I have hope for the future, even before Jesus to come back. As the darkness are increasing, the Light are also. The Spirit are being pouring out blessings powefully and who can receive it is receiving and being enlightened as I am being born again Christan and enlightened. I hope you are also, or looking forward to have a real experience with the Lord. Hurry, because we don't have so much time, as we are living End Times.
"Bethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before. I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." (Filipenses 3.13-14, KJV)
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The Lord Still writting MY STORY
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